updates

Well at work update is a per normal hell ( not including H1N1 virus additional job or steps ) .

Had a prep talk with one of my junior..talk abt the real us ..talk abt why are we hiding behing our mask ... had a great talk ..but in the end both of us are depressed. hahahah a good depression .


Update abt her.... she had more on ...Happy for her...Saw her update on FB plus her blog is now for reader only ..i think she have learnt her lesson . ..May u are happy with the new person in ur life.



Abs is hiding behind his mask .....well a least im still alive

fair?

fair for me ?
fair for my life?

i been struggling and planning and going with the flow, name it i done it...b4 recession during recession , after recession and now back recession ...love life...wat love life?


fuck...be good salah be jatah salah ....

i have decided, to bite my lidah and merge to the background and fade off.....


p/s no comment pls ....let it be

Feeling Lousy

...I been rejected twice today.....Career in law enforcement...is going down the drain...
i gave up...
sad, raw emotion coming thur my mind now....

my frens having great career while im stuck in my current lousy job.............
no lover
no career
no life
no sex.
haiz

Why im Still running to Help you guys.

Stupid i know but thats me. Tolong orang tapi it the end im the losing end. I told you i gave up tapi i cant...watever rite.
Relationship is hard o if you cant handle it than forget abt having one ok. when thing goes wrong than my frens msn Nick would be like tis '' Damn my life go down the drain'' or ''Suddenly i miss you'' or F2F conversation with me i say tis and that ...i stupid enough listen and give my advice.....
hahahahah aku kasi advice.....it been long...

I learnt a lesson and just to lesson and dun put my heart into the problem....

Btw i got 02 interview tis week ..one down one to go ..hate interview.. SPF interview make u feel stupid.....but i would like to go in ... nvm Tuhan saja yg tahu.

Off Daay Sad heart broken but a BFF to the resue

After a 2nd mrg 3 crazy officer went to cashstudio at Cuppage. Its was raining and we were tired. Yati, Firdaus and i had our goal and we went to it...What we do ..we go KARAOKING......singing out lung out and luaghing thru out the 3 hr of breathless singing....Kudos to Yati and Firdaus they are good singers ! Here are some Candid Shots !


* Disco ball - Checked !*

* Dim the Light- Checked! *

* Yati and Abs- Checked! *

*Test Mic- Checked!*

* Yati Test Mic- Checked! *

* Firdaus with Pillow - Checked! *

* Cash Studio Family Karaoke Box *

Today was a emotion day for me....well i have to grow up . You cant force people to love you. I settle for adek. So went to MDIC Uni to talk with the Course Specialist and he suggest since im a peole person i go for a general dip which is Dip in Buisness Management..so need to find office hrs job and go study this year...got 4k to lend? I think i sell my body lah ...easy money....

BFF Taufik Call giving me some intel....Was like WTF...heart pain......sabar eja...I think he make the rite pilihan....up to him ..pray the best for my abg. ...Bff hear my sad voice on the phone.so he ask me to teman him go Raffles City .... since both of us stress..i spead on makan while him spead on Designer stuff....A student can spend lot than me....btw he older than me..lol

Thank you fik for everything....sayang dia.... I always love Taufik coz he my crazy fren when i need him......Here are some pix .....enjoy

* emotional abs*

* caught it the act ! *

* the makan *

* THE BFF TAUFIK *

Till next time .....pray for me people.....

a simple update on me

On cooling off period with the gang
On cooling off period on my specialist post
People at werk are giving me the dark stare
Hate working
Making a Comeback for school
Got a first call for new job..Praying hard for interview

lonely im mister lonely...and i loving it coz why save duit...whhahahhahaha

/now i knew/

i take the blame for the ''planed '' outing . and yesh i never called them and yes i reject the plan and them.
Why>?
Coz i can . If they can so can i . Its my life too rite?
takpe its ok . part of life.
Life have to go on.
..
Hope everything goes well for them and me.
Amin.

p/s what im doing . nothing. im losing as per normal. biar lah... Semua ini ada hikmah sebalik dugaan.