Wanted : A Life

updates

2009-05-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

Well at work update is a per normal hell ( not including H1N1 virus additional job or steps ) .Had a prep talk with one of my junior..talk abt the real us ..talk abt why are we hiding behing our mask ... had a great talk ..but in the end both of us are depressed. hahahah a good depression .Update abt her.... she had more on ...Happy for her...Saw her update on FB plus her blog is now for reader

fair?

2009-04-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

fair for me ?fair for my life?i been struggling and planning and going with the flow, name it i done it...b4 recession during recession , after recession and now back recession ...love life...wat love life?fuck...be good salah be jatah salah ....i have decided, to bite my lidah and merge to the background and fade off.....p/s no comment pls ....let it be

Feeling Lousy

2009-04-04T09:22:00.000-07:00

...I been rejected twice today.....Career in law enforcement...is going down the drain...i gave up...sad, raw emotion coming thur my mind now....my frens having great career while im stuck in my current lousy job.............no loverno careerno lifeno sex.haiz

Why im Still running to Help you guys.

2009-03-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

Stupid i know but thats me. Tolong orang tapi it the end im the losing end. I told you i gave up tapi i cant...watever rite.Relationship is hard o if you cant handle it than forget abt having one ok. when thing goes wrong than my frens msn Nick would be like tis '' Damn my life go down the drain'' or ''Suddenly i miss you'' or F2F conversation with me i say tis and that ...i stupid enough listen

Off Daay Sad heart broken but a BFF to the resue

2009-02-18T06:35:00.000-08:00

After a 2nd mrg 3 crazy officer went to cashstudio at Cuppage. Its was raining and we were tired. Yati, Firdaus and i had our goal and we went to it...What we do ..we go KARAOKING......singing out lung out and luaghing thru out the 3 hr of breathless singing....Kudos to Yati and Firdaus they are good singers ! Here are some Candid Shots ! * Disco ball - Checked !* * Dim the Light- Checked! *

a simple update on me

2009-02-15T07:51:00.000-08:00

On cooling off period with the gangOn cooling off period on my specialist postPeople at werk are giving me the dark stareHate workingMaking a Comeback for schoolGot a first call for new job..Praying hard for interviewlonely im mister lonely...and i loving it coz why save duit...whhahahhahaha

/now i knew/

2009-01-25T04:14:00.000-08:00

i take the blame for the ''planed '' outing . and yesh i never called them and yes i reject the plan and them.Why>?Coz i can . If they can so can i . Its my life too rite?takpe its ok . part of life.Life have to go on...Hope everything goes well for them and me.Amin.p/s what im doing . nothing. im losing as per normal. biar lah... Semua ini ada hikmah sebalik dugaan.

the dull 25th bdae

2009-01-22T04:27:00.000-08:00

22 jan is my bdae. werking nite shift at arrival cargo with my mantee a wise old man . Thanks Wak for remembering and cheering me up . Thks to the minor minor group of fren who remember my bdae. Thanks to zainab for the bdae gift . Lina, Reeza and Ida for the advance bdae present during Danny Bdae.At hm now not celebrating and i took 2 day off for nth..coz why fren want to go fishing at ubin..

Birthday Wishes

2009-01-09T00:58:00.001-08:00

Usually around this time people who remember will ask me what i want for my bdae.They say im the most difficult to buy gift for..Even more difficult then thier Bf...Sad rite i know this people that well but this people dun noe me tat well...sad...this year im just keeping numb ( as per every year)....coz its a gift u just have to except it whatever its is......what im buying for myself for my

My LiL Bro is Back..

2009-01-06T06:33:00.000-08:00

My 4mths mc lil bro Ralfi Rahaman is back .Was Ask/Requested to conduct Refresher Course with him ..Need alot of Enegry to control and layan him....He gone thru mrg and his virgin nite shift with me sampai demam2.( why my mentee all demam when with me).....Here are his journey pic with meLook at how evil his eyes are.....sabar eja mentor dia...manja sgt si rafli ni...and very playful...Treat me

The Jan Baby

2009-01-06T06:22:00.000-08:00

3 jan our beloved Danny Hilman was born ! So cute lovely and geram tgk pipi nye...hahahathe aunt and uncle rush to the mummy aids when he was born and we were also the people who ensure the mummy lina tak tinggal kan barang at people hse during raya...here are the abs 2009 CaptureMemories @ chalet, God Parent on Chills DutyMy Fav People The Early Bird. The Goodies !the cakes.

For Your Information Pls

2009-01-06T01:55:00.000-08:00

Mulipty is for my Photo and Video For more on me and my blogs pls visit this website: http://absdistraction.blogspot.com/ Thank You Pls pray for me that i have a good life and carerr this 2009..Best Wishes

xmas gift

2008-12-29T05:49:00.000-08:00

Just got my xmas gift.hehehe from my god bro...thank you reza hassan..hahahaha i super love it.....take a look. he seem so distant lately ..why i dunno i assume is always my fault... a other fren bites the dust.

Yss Gathering

2008-12-29T05:40:00.000-08:00

Tis is a gathering of the crazy ex student both senior and junior of ourbeloved school . The Yishun Secondary School ( TablePeople) here are some pic of them more of the facebook...i was sick tat day bt i did had fun....

Sushi time and shop for a bag

2008-12-19T00:42:00.000-08:00

the mother to be Zainab craving for sushi and i wantin a bag so off to marina square and suntec for foooood and shopiing here are some pic for ur viewing pleasure. The Mother to be craving ! The 2nd Husband who kena dera !House Shape Egg SushiHmmmmm Sedap ! Zainab the PhotgrapherSebuk eja !Tis is nice seriouslyThe mess we make !Number of plates Zainab makan.My new Manhattan Portage Bag and i got

zouk babeh

2008-12-14T05:54:00.001-08:00

13 december 2008 at sentosa beach is ZoukOut 2008..phwwwwwwwwwweeeeee sweet. well im suppose to go with the normal gang but due to no hotel they cancel it sad rite. then my hero abg come to save me . md reza hassan...msg me ''adek nk gi zoukout'' ape lagi ...pergi lah.... kita report siang at 6pm. i shop for a new flip flop, makan at vivo city and had our coffee( mesti have !) and masuk sentosa

people fall sick ...

2008-12-14T05:47:00.000-08:00

durin this time of year, where party and cold weather will make u sick... plus horible condition and food at my workplace is a key factor why we are sick.so khairi when u are sick jgn dtg kerja when you are sick dun come to work

Hangout With OLD PEEPS

2008-12-05T08:32:00.000-08:00

my darling and havic kakis from ite BB had a hangout yesterday..Aisyah aka dok and yussof ( kambeng) plus some of thier frens like owl and nassir plus yus gurl siapa namanye.....hahahaha( found a xmas tree)( we Luv our Coffee) Dok and DopeKambeng luv the lepak ...laughing ...sharing our problem rgd our frens and laugh at our problem ....tats how crazy we are..... hope to lepak soon ...

Never Trust u Frens

2008-11-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

FREN FOREVER BUIH..JGN LAYAN ORANG MCM GINI. They are Not Frens Just Members..fuck

Basic update of Abs

2008-11-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

Alot of wedding tis month of November. Feeling tired so easy. haiz. I miss my frens my old fren and my Fren Mamat yg tgh depress sekarang n never reply to my msg..and i got a new buddy Hassan Reza syg dia hahaha dia sorang yg layan aku punye gila gila. here are some photosKhai My PT Trainer finally gave me my very own Cali Lanyard...Hard to get he say ..So happy seh. anyway he say he leaving Cali

2008-11-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

Bored so nothing to do. All my plan today kena gone down the drain. sucks man..I keep putting my hope up...Anyway did a video rgd my batchmate 0806 of ICA / Woodlands Command having our first raya together and many more to come.Enjoy it..

Mentorship wif Abs

2008-11-14T05:04:00.000-08:00

Part of my job as a senior in my team is to teach. To teach new officer the bread and butter of our works..I as a mentor got mood swings...something and most of the time i like teaching new eager officer but sometime i so lazy and chuck them to other mentor...Being a mentor not easy in my team coz if they make a mistake i kena !( the mentor kena scolding first and a report will be put in our P

When I Sick Im Not On Mc

2008-11-06T06:57:00.001-08:00

yup mc is for lazy days. when u feel tat the day suck at werk so u just take mc.Im sick and tired for the past week , werk had been sucked !!!!God must hate me ...For the past few mth . i been applying job yet no one reply.well my life suk.. so what the hell im stuck being immigration officer for life.

wedding,gym and im light headed

2008-11-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

.....on the 2 november 2008 .....my fav cousin got marry, well actually the ceremony of married began for her. ... most of her photo is on multiply..so pandai pandai cari lah . congrats of the wedding and dun change. Why im nnot blog abt her coz its old news, she dah khawin 2 mth ago so now is just the ceremony so the jiwang jiwang is over...hahahbut still all the best gurl. you my fav.Gym was

Day

2008-10-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

woke uup early morning to go my usual training at cali novena with my trainer khairul anwar. had lots of fun ..laughing and disturbing other trainer. also sweating mcm orang gila..Kena increase my training, was given a great offer 2mth trg for 900 ..ok ape.had nasi lemak wif khai( fyi tak sedap langsung,comfirm bukan ori boonlay nasi lemak ). Then lepak with the other trainer smoke and laugh

u need

2008-10-28T08:50:00.001-07:00

who need frens seriously

haywired

2008-10-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

been wearing my emotion on my sleeves lately.advice to those learning to love or trying to stay on thier own feets.dun wearing ur emotion on ur sleevesdun envy othersdun fall in love , dun have unnessary crush on people.because the thing with crushes you will get crush too.if you have no fren dun worry u will . its ok to be alone once awhile.You can be close but not too close. as fren hurt to

For Me and For my Best Fren Zainab and Hubby Soon Be Parent

2008-10-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

Zainab Selamat / Fadly Nor soon to be parentsI miss a fren at werk .without her im bored and alone. I got of of member but not frens.Zainab Selamat is one of the best people you people can find at woodlands command team c.I been pulaukan i been back stab and been laugh at ..... but not from here and her hubby Fad Nor..They have been there all this while...I arrange her nikah im suppose to help

AM I THAT HORRIBLE

2008-10-16T01:30:00.000-07:00

I come to my understand . That im being used again. How stupid can abs be rite.VERY! I have come to my understanding that im only useful to people when they are in trouble. Well I was so pissed when i hear a shocking news involving me( well actually my name).I wont tell the whole story here. Im not going to ( what they call nag and complain, being silly )im going to keep quite and just stay

2008-10-10T10:42:00.000-07:00

On 10 October 2008 The batch of 0806 had our FIRST RAYA OUTING.Zainab( Planner)Aziz( Driver)Roslan( Driver)Iska ( Driver)Abu( QC,Asst Planner,Baby Sitter)the rest are:ShikinFifi and manLina n Hubby and my sweet DannyZakiahZuraidaNureeaz( Mamarazi)Fadley NorHad lots of fun tapi as noramal we start late( Janji Melayu)....Took lots of Pic. for u to enjoyTeam B and Ex Team B Officers Team A Officers

ICA TEAM C MAKAN SESSIOn

2008-10-10T10:26:00.000-07:00

On 7 October 2008.After Morning Shift,a bunch of us when for our 40 dollars claims makan bonding. Great company but boring food .Well under the Bo Pian Act i had to follow...Pic below: Taka the place we took to go for 1hr 15 mins Jam Pose wif Foods "Dig In Guys !" Farra and abs Jannah and Abs The kakaks and abs Arfar and hubby Kekasih Gelap Ku Rad and abs why are we waiting ? Hmmmmm wats nice (

damn im on mc

2008-10-06T04:49:00.001-07:00

shit man i suppose to be at work today and yet at 4am i was reporting sick.you see for one day the amount of news spread around the chkpt is unbelievable fast ...Well i getting better after whole day of eating and resting... hope everything goes well tomorrow.Well tomorrow is makan session. we the staff of woodlands chpt. Well take alot of photos

Raya,,Syawal dtg lagi

2008-10-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

My nagging yet beloved mother of my! The photographer is a 7 years old kid.so hence the horrible graphic.(tapi sweet kan ) The crazy bunch of the cousin ..part one The other crazy bunch of the cousin,(part two)Raya come and go . Lucky for me i got Vl on the day of raya.Thks eh Firdaus for exchange the leave. Almost love the first day of raya even the routine is the same every day . Every year we

greeting people

2007-11-28T02:13:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time that i blog. Created a new blog because i'm bored as my friends are all so busy with life and work.I have a crappy life and a horrible work. Shift work protecting the nation while you are sleeping and No i'm not a Police officer or in the arms service. Im an clerk that is what i feel in govt. term im a Immigration Officer.Given no respect by Member of public (M.O.P ) and